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[Jan. 25th, 2010|08:20 pm] |
and then he came into my life...<3
mid october thru christmas eve were the best.
i need you so much closer :( |
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[Sep. 8th, 2009|11:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | theSTART | ] |
i don't want tocry anymore. i've had enough of this crying bullshit. trying to be optimistic so bad but my heart hurts. i know i have to do this though. i've got classes from 8-1 tomorrow. ugh. |
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[May. 1st, 2009|08:23 pm] |
Here is a scale, weigh it out
And you will find, easily
More than sufficient doubt
That these colors you see
Were picked in advance
By some careful hand
With an absolute concept of beauty
They are smeared and these blurs
Come in random order
To color the eyes of your former lovers
Hers were green like July
Except when she cried
They were red
Now I know a disease
That these doctors can't treat
You contract it the day
You accept all you see
Is a mirror and a mirror is all it can be
A reflection of something we're missing
And language just happened
It was never planned
And it's inadequate to describe where I am
In the room of my house
Where the light has never been
Waiting for this day to end
And these clocks keep unwinding
And completely ignore
Everything that we hate or adore
Once the page of a calendar is turned it's no more
So tell me, then, what was it for?
Oh, tell me, what was it for? |
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| finally remembered the myspace password hah |
[Apr. 5th, 2009|01:04 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | chillin | ] |
| [ | music |
| | day n night | ] |
i kind of miss high school just because it kept me in touch with my friends.. better than i can on my own apparently. i miss so many friends. |
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[Jun. 17th, 2007|03:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
sooo i'm goin to city stages with madison and jd. i think i left my ipod in sarah's car. either that or i lost it. hm.
i don't really have much to say a lot has changed as always, but everything's goin pretty good right now. i'm about to leave though... i love ya'll!
-me |
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[Mar. 18th, 2007|12:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
i hate when people make plans with me, and then don't carry them out. i hate when people tell me they're coming, and don't show up til 3 hours later. but no i'm not allowed to be mad, because then i'd be a bitch. |
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| so this is the new year |
[Jan. 2nd, 2007|01:08 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | cold | ] |
and this is who i spent it with--  they look so cute hehe i love this pic^  anddd whatever i just look wasted.. haha |
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[Dec. 17th, 2006|12:34 am] |
new tech n9ne is pretty tight. |
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[Nov. 26th, 2006|04:00 am] |
sup mayn i'm chillin here at jeannie's
it's like 4 in the morning
fuck bitches
hollaa! |
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[Nov. 20th, 2006|08:29 pm] |
so...... i hung out with alycia tonight. it was kinda like the old days.
and again, the belief that i shouldn't trust anyone was reinforced in the past month/s. every year it's just a worser lesson learned, but someone always tricks me into it. it's an endless cycle.
peace. |
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[Nov. 6th, 2006|04:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pretty high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | van morrison | ] |
well,
life's pretty good.
i'm gonna go eat this pizza,
and smoke a cigarette |
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[Oct. 29th, 2006|07:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | team sleep | ] |
best. weekend. ever.
rocky horror picture show was on friday.. yeeah buddy it was tight |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 24th, 2006|08:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | grateful dead | ] |
so.. things are lookin up. there was a brief period of chaos but it's handled now.. seeing as how i've finally distanced myself from the few fucking parasites who i don't need. if you're going to make up some shit trying to end a STRONG relationship, at least get your "story" straight before you start running your mouth. but whatever i'm used to this shit, and anyone who ACTUALLY knows who i'm referring to [and hasn't only been talking to her for a week or two] takes everything that comes out of her mouth with a grain of salt.
anyway, the chaotic couple of days made me realize a lot, and things are gonna be different now, on my side at least. |
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[Oct. 21st, 2006|07:03 pm] |
 new tattoo. simple and pretty. i hate everything. |
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[Oct. 16th, 2006|06:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick as hell | ] |
i spent friday and saturday night at madison's[not going into much detail on that one haha], got robbed, then sarah picked me up on sunday and brought me home and spoiled me. she made me food, gave me back rubs, and cuddled with me until i fell asleep. i wish she was here =[ yeah well, the 12th was my birthday. happy fucking birthday to me, i got strep and was robbed.    also hung out with corey this weekend, who i remember from a loong time ago when his dirtbike broke down at the mall. haha. it was overall a good weekend i guess. ooh yeah.. and alycia dyed my hair a couple of weeks ago doesn't really look too different  |
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[Oct. 7th, 2006|02:19 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | gangstas paradise | ] |
last night was probably stupid, but it sure was fun.
spent the night at madison n's.
saw madison t. ej and measel at wal mart before they went to homecoming. madison looked beautiful of course. and i don't remember the rest of the night much. madison made me some easymac then we passed out to walk the line. it was COLD outside.
and now i'm off to drive for several hours to georgia.
love you guyss
<3 |
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[Sep. 30th, 2006|11:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepyhead | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the meteors--she's a zombie now | ] |
one week without maryjane's sweet lovin it's all good though.. cuz i'ma happy camper =) i have a headache  i took that like. 5 minutes ago.. and, i look like a little kid =D a little kid whose 17th birthday is on october 12th! and court is on october 26th not too worried. goodnight lovers<3 xo |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 24th, 2006|09:38 pm] |
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sarah powell paradise
makes me a happy girl
<3
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[Sep. 12th, 2006|05:28 pm] |
Today... is Renee's birthday. I really wish I could be with her for her fucking birthday. I hate it. She was my sunshine for sooo long she was all that I had and I can't even do that for her.. I never even called her back that day I said I would. & I hope she knows I fucking lovvve her so much it's unbelievable.
 Happy birthday, my beautiful Renee Elise Royy<3 |
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